sick of being disapointed.

Why must i always be the one getting hurt. I meant i believe him, every word, every lie. why, why was i too blind to see that he meant none of it. I mean he might have mean a little of it, but the fact remains he lied to me. and after he got caught he still lied about it. Like come on STOP i caught you own up to it! But i guess it all doesnt matter. it happens. it always happens to me but someone wise just told me every no brings you close to a yes. i never thought of it like that. so this time around im gonna be smarter. no more being gullable. i got my eyes on a few boys soo we will see who steps up their A game.